Just The Two of Us

There are many reasons why you should have given up a long time ago. Walked away from a dysfunctional, bipolar and temperamental person like me. Grown weary of my constant tantrums and decided that it was just not worth it. Packed your bags and bid your farewell.

I still don't know why you hadn't. 

I am probably the most undeserving brat in the world to be granted an angel like you- who would go to ends and do anything it takes just to make me happy. Neglecting her own pride just to get the frown off my face. Fetching breakfast and have it delivered to my house just so I could wake up with food served on the table like a royalty. Pampering me with all sorts of gifts and treating me so well even when I don't deserve it.

Looking through the timeline of major experiences I've had this year, I am so grateful that she was there at every point, sensing within seconds when something's amiss and prompting me about it. She would get it when I said fuck off but still be there the day after, regardless. Words flew out of me like an undying melody when I'm with her because I could trust her with almost everything. I could go on forever really.......

Why am I such a lucky bitch? 

It wasn't easy at first. With clueless people thinking that they're Mr and Ms Know-It-All, poking into others' business and stating their irrelevant opinions. They don't understand and we don't need them to understand either. While indulging in new friendships earlier this year, I took for granted over the fact that she will always be there and succumbed to bad advices, set to wreck our sublime friendship.

But we made it through it all. Indeed, friendship is one of the most significant thing that we can never trade with money. The distinct memory of having my trust broken is reflective enough to show me who's worth the keep and who's not.

Please stay forever.