It's really sad what's become of us. It's so hard not talking to someone whom you used to talk to every day without fail. I guess it was never meant to be. Wouldn't even question why things went so wrong because it was partially my mistake for taking you for granted. As always, i would only realize it once it is too late. Tried fighting for you back, chasing relentlessly, doing whatever it takes to make us be "annoying" to each other just like the old days, but it was all pointless. You made it pretty clear that it is over, that it will never be the same again and that you can never love me the same way. Your picture is still lingering on my locker though. It would take all of my courage to take it down which seems impossible for now. Even when i am moving on with another guy. I dont know...
I still think about you every now and then...
How long have u been with him? I feel u babe... Things will get better one day!
ReplyDeleteLong enough for me to know that the pain is real. I really hope so but it will take a miracle for that to happen. Thanks anyway, i really appreciate it.
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